Posts Tagged ‘help’

No One to Trust?

Posted: February 23, 2013 in Managing life
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I met a young man this week who is 17. He lives with his mother and 2 younger siblings. He has a younger brother in juvenile detention and an older brother in prison. He thinks he is a psychopath in the making.

I met him the night he threw his 12-year-old sister against the wall and punched his mom in the face a few times. He was asking for help to get away so he wouldn’t hurt them and could get away from his mom.

In talking to him, he shared that he isn’t close to anyone; he doesn’t like socializing; and his plan is to get his own place, go to work, support himself, and live in isolation. He doesn’t trust anyone.

This sounds like the story of a crazy kid, but it’s really the story of a mother who can’t be trusted.

Have you ever had a conversation or an experience with someone then they turned around and retold the story completely different? For example:

You and I go to Wal-Mart to buy some snacks. While we’re there, I realize I lost my $5 bill. You offer to get me the snacks and let me pay you back. I refuse.

Later, you hear me telling our friends that you stole $5 from me while we were in Wal-Mart so I wasn’t able to get any snacks.

This is the type of thing this young man has been living with his whole life. Mom says or does one thing in his presence then, when professionals come around, the story changes. It’s enough to make a person FEEL crazy.

Another sad part of this story is that he needed to go to a hospital that night. He was feeling like killing himself and his mom. Three different professionals, including the police, told mom she needs to sign him into a hospital, but she refused. She didn’t want to take the time to help him.

So….17 years of this type of treatment. 17 years of mom lying, saying negative things about him, and not protecting him.

Because the most significant person in his life has been untrustworthy and uncaring, his view of the world is that no one can be trusted and no one cares.

If you are feeling this way, perhaps you can look back and see where this message may have come from. But, more importantly, look forward and know that there ARE people who can be trusted and who care. We all make mistakes, and sometimes we let others down, but that doesn’t necessarily make me untrustworthy.

I am trustworthy when I am characterized by doing what I say I’m going to do, being honest, and doing things that lift you up rather than tear you down.

Of course there are people who take advantage of others or who treat others terribly. But don’t let those people keep you from meeting the ones who will love and accept you…the ones you can trust.

If you believe no one can be trusted, it’s a lie. The truth may actually be that someone significant in your life can’t be trusted.

If you have been betrayed, then you know the type of behavior to look out for. Don’t assume a person can’t be trusted. Base your determination on behavior you can see…behavior you have seen before.

There are kind-hearted, trustworthy people out there. Keep searching…

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You Want to try Meth?

Posted: January 28, 2013 in Managing life
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Think back to something really exciting in your life. At my old age, I’ve got MANY!!

In high school, I was excited when David asked me out, when I received a valentine-gram in class, when I was nominated for homecoming queen, and when I graduated.

In adulthood I was excited when my children were born, when I got a promotion, when I graduated from college, when a publisher sent me a contract to publish my book.

There are many, many more things than these, but I remember being super happy when each of these things happened.

Meth multiplies that feeling times 100. The problem is, you’re never able to return to that level of normal happiness after you’ve been a meth user.

Imagine getting engaged and not feeling happy or landing that perfect job and feeling mediocre about it. This is unrealistic anyway. If you’re a meth user, you’re not landing a great job. You’re not in a healthy relationship. You’re not finishing college or living in an awesome house.

The first couple times you use meth, it’s awesome. Every time after that, it’s not so great. And don’t forget, you’re never getting back to normal feelings of happiness and joy.

I met a 16-year-old girl the other day who has been using meth. She has the “meth splotches” on her face: red marks that look like crap. She also has the scabs along her arms from picking at perceived things crawling on or under her skin. She looked like hell. But, the real problem wasn’t how she looked. It was what she was experiencing thanks to meth use.

She had been hanging out with “friends” earlier in the day, using meth. At one point, one of the other meth-users demanded this girl’s phone. She probably wanted to trade it for drugs. When the owner of the phone wouldn’t give up the phone, her so-called friend pulled a knife on her.

The rest of the night was the typical meth-induced paranoia. She thought she kept seeing people who were coming to kill her. She was convinced this girl was related to the mob and had put out a contract on her.

In reality, the girl was probably out smoking meth. The drug has both of these girls held hostage. This is typical.

I see people of all ages held prisoner by meth.

I met a 56-year-old woman who has been using meth for a few years. She has no teeth. Her skin is scabbed and splotchy. Her cheeks are drawn. She can’t stop talking. She has had most of her personal possessions stolen. She lives alone in a dump with a bug infestation. She has no transportation. No money. No joy in her life at all. She is ready to die.

Meth sounds like a fun time when it is offered to you. But, read the fine print. Life will never be the same again.

The joy and pleasure that you experience naturally…the awesome experiences that come to you…those are enough! That excitement is something you can experience for free over and over throughout your life.

Protect your happiness. Say no to meth.

Check the Street Signs

Posted: July 7, 2012 in Managing life
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What road are you on?

I met a 17-year-old young man the other day. His parents are separated and both drug users. Mom is in a domestic violence situation with another drug user. These adults have burned all his bridges for him: none of the family members want anything to do with this clan.

This young man turns 18 in 5 months. He has no job, 1 high school credit, and a probation officer (partly due to past heroine use.) As soon as he turns 18, he’s on his own…and he’s got no one and nothing at this point.

I also recently met a 14-year-old girl. She has been using alcohol for about a year…drinking heavily on the weekends, sneaking out of her house. She was treated for alcohol poisoning recently. Do you know what that means? If someone wouldn’t have noticed something was wrong, she would be dead today. In addition to the alcohol, she uses marijuana and has tried spice and various other things.

She has everything she needs: lives in a beautiful house in an expensive part of town, goes to a good school, mom and step dad are providing her with really cool stuff and money.

Both of these kids are on a dead-end street. It ends in death or homelessness or mental disorders…or all of the above.

The guy got on the wrong road because he had people pointing him in that direction and he didn’t stop to think about where he really wants to go.

The girl got on the wrong road because she wants to make sure she is doing exactly what her mom doesn’t want her to do. Mom tries to control her and she reacts by NOT doing what mom wants.

We all turn down the wrong road sometimes, but the important part is recognizing it and turning around. We have to keep in mind where we want to go. The choices we make today determine where we end up. I can’t get on a plane bound for South America and expect to end up in Europe. The girl wants to become a surgeon. She’s on a road that can easily lead to rape or death. It’s definitely not the road to medical school.

Where is your road taking you? Are you making your choices today based on where you want to go or turning down the street that happens to be right in front of you…where your friends are? It might be time to get out the map and make a plan. Don’t let your parents get in your way. Don’t let your friends talk you into something you don’t want. You’re behind the wheel. Map out your route today.